confession of the galaus *5

I thought, there's a bilion reason for me, to not only look at you always.. back at you.. be with you..

that's pretty hard in the beginning.. but i keep trying to survive.. even you just come and go as you like..

yaaa.. yaaa.. yaaa.. I lie!! that's very hard.. so much more hard.. but i don't wanna seems like in the tread mil.. keep walking, but still in the same place.. what's that for?
i keep trying to give, and you keep trying to receive.. but not from the deepest of our heart..

moreover, i thought you have another thought of me.. you want something more right? and you realize that you won't get it from me..
ya.. you right! totally right!! i will never be like that.. i will never be alike as what you dream of..
so what's the hell things which makes you come to me always? what's makes you always visitting me.. enter my peacefull life and leave it bad..

why do you keep coming??

it's not easy man! it's not easy at all when all I could do is just welcoming, by knowing that you will leave me soon..

pengeeen gitu rasanya tidur2an.. leyeh2 sepanjang sore dan malam.. besok bangun, semua udah beres.. indah.. as I always dream of..

mari ke perpus.. :D

gak sengaja denger lagu Sevensoul satu album.. huhhu.. sediiiih... ='(

[love sherina new song so much!!] kau buat aku tertawa.. kau buat aku mencari.. tentang rasa ini, aku tak mengerti.. akankah sama jadinya, jika bukan kamu.. namun senyummu, menyadarkanku.. kau cinta pertama dan terakhirku..

what a long monday

>>kemaren malem tidur jam 02.30 dini hari..
>>bangun jam 07.00..
mandi, beres2, makan (disuapin mamah), minum kopi..
>>jam 08.40 berangkat ke rumah Palu (nama orang) dianterin Rafy (nama orang)..
>>jam 09.13 berangkat dari rumah Palu (nama orang) menuju LIPI..
>>muter2 ngindarin three-in-one, ketemu jalan buntu, balik ke jalan biasa, jam 10.30 sampe LIPI..
>>LIPI TUTUP!! penataan koleksi tiap awal bulan.. x'(
>>jam 10.45 minum jus di kantin LIPI..
>>jam 11.05 berangkat dari LIPI menuju Bogor..
>>jam 12.20 berenti sebentar di depan jogja.. bingung mau mampir makan apa g..
>>jam 12.30 kelaperan..
>>jam 12.40 mampir di Giant Yasmin, makan mie menteng..
>>jam 13.15 berangkat dari Giant menuju kosan..
>>jam 13.30 sampe kosan..
>>tadinya jam 14.00 mau tidur, tapi iseng nyalain laptop..
>>lanjut depan laptop sampe jam 17.45..
>>leyeh2 sampe jam 19.45..
>>jam 19.45 mandi..
>>jam 20.45 nyalain laptop lagi (masukin nilai daskom)..
>>jam 22.35 matiin laptop
>>jam 22.45 kelaperan.. makan nasi + dendeng + ikan tongkol blado..
>>jam 23.10 nulis post ini..
>>jam 23.30 selesai..

abis ini mau tidur..
besok konsul jam 9 pagi, daskom jam 3 sore..
tetep semangat and good night..

ternyata temanku benaaaar.. xO hahhaa.. I'm so sorry for doubting you guys.. :p you're all right!! he's just a devil with the angel look.. wkwk.. thx God I know it..