confession of the galaus *8

there are several people whom i hope could give any attention,, but they dont..
there are several people which i even do not care about their existency,, moreover attention,, but they do..
there are several people who are too much care about anything,, till make me sick..
there are several people who cares to nothing, then make me confuse..

if you wonder,,
i still wait for him..
i dont know he will come or not..
but i just want to wait..

i dont know how the ending would be..
i'm just too afraid of being wrong..
i'm afraid of taking the wrong choices..
i'm afraid,, after i take one as my choice,, then he come..
then,, i could do is nothing..

i dont want it..

i often ignored other..
just because afraid of hurting..
i know how hard the feeling of being hurt..
so i dont want to share it with anyone..

yaa...
i'm still stuck..
and i dont know until when..